Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Lalalala.....dont know what i'm feeling now. like thr's noone to talk to. noone who is right to listen. Actually, i dont even know what i wanna say. maybe i just wanna watch my anime and such... missed STGCC. and i really hate missing that. it's been years since i wanna go. Soo many conventions i've missed all these years.
Always so jealous of those who's been able to go, those who's parents approves of what they like. years...been only able to look at photos and not being able to be thr. i'm not surprise i cant go next year too somehow. not that i give up or anything...but somehow, i feel i cant go next year, though i will try my very best to do so! >< :( still cant believe such coincidence can happen! D: D: D: quite a number of things happened these few days, found out something extraordinary in my Great Grandma's funeral,maternal side, too! XD shallnt bomb this post with words so....
1) i realised that my mum has nine uncles and aunties on the maternal side... and many many many cousins. my mum's last aunty is only 3 years older than she is.
2)Hence, i have many many many granduncles and grandaunties. Not to mention, many many many tang-uncles(?) and tang-aunties(?) LOL translate yourself.
And this is just my maternal side of the family. LOL!
3) some of the tang-uncle or aunty may even be my age! i feel so weird!! and old. LOL!!!! i bet they feel young. and this is the first time i met some of them. haiz. totally dont feed in.... :( jealous of those who are close to their family man... damn jealous.....
4) my xiao-jiu brought his girlfriend to dinner on sunday. WOAH! hahahs. they have many similarities. >< LOL. good for them!! so sweet. lalala.
5) went shopping. bought 4 shirts and 1 pants. heheh. about $75 altogether???? heheh. maybe lesser though. LOL.
6) i dont know what to say once i come back. i've been missing out on life even though im so busy. that's what i feel... noone to talk to yet again. i love blogs or wahtever. for me to write down how i feel. lalala....
thinking about things..oh well. shall think later..anime first!! >< LOL....
Without wax,
Sixian
~Goma jikai!~
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