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Sunday, May 23, 2010

THIS IS MY 100TH POST! YAY! yay....... its sunday today, 23rd May 2010. tomorrow, it'll be monday, 24th May 2010.... it'll be the day when i fully let go.. i guess, its the best? so..i'll let this post go to him. my last post about him. so intro first ba. He is SC. SC meaning so many things that ppl can think of.... but to me...its sth else til now. SC. ever since anila and i came up with this nickname for him. many things that have the words "SC" in them start appearing, Student Councilor, Shine and Colour, Seaweed Chicken, Sticky Candy many more! times spent were great. some were scoldings, some were laughing. but those were great! i've learnt a lot from him. so, thanks. so many things i want to say, but it'll cause this post to be soooo long. so forget it. there is one lesson that he taught us, that made most of us not like him for that training. its about willpower. there were many motivation speech that he said too... all i know now, is that i've liked him before. and this might be the last time i'll say this. SC is So Cute, So Cool, Strict and Cute! XD
*the fact: whenever i find a guy is cute, to me he is just cute no matter what anyone say. if i say i guy is cool, to me, he is cool no matter what anyone says. that goes for other things as well :D*

anyways, he won't look back at me, won't even like a junior. especially not me. its forbidden. everyone knows it. so, its just like this. even though i was crazy over him before, its coming to an end, cause i have to let go. sayonara. .........
no idea who will come to read this anymore. no idea if that person is suppose to know this, or even see this. its over.


Okay, so i broke this post into 2. at least half of it was for him. next, yesterday was a totally freaky and creepy day! dont ask why. but it is! scared me half to death, and i am soooo sorry hui fern! i feel so failed as your friend when you were in need of help. GOMENASAI! *bows* serioulsy. okay, almost cried. but someone wont let me. and i've promised him not to from inside.
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Dont worry! i wont cry, i'll prove to you i'm strong! thanks for listening to me. thanks for the comforting. arigatou.. and gomen, i made you worry...