WhyWhyWhy? why can't i be the same as before? so carefree, problem free? now, i am easily drifting off to my own world, a world where my selfish and never-coming-true dreams lies. i become less aware of my surroundings, i think that i'm the only one with problems to handle....thinking that everyone's was living so way better than me. that everyone was happy and worry-free.
but was i right? seems not. everyone has their problems. everyone don't want their friends or family members fussing or worrying over them. everyone puts on a mask everyday.a happy one.to hide the face they don't want people to see.the angry,frustrated,irritated,confued lost one. thinking that noone would notice. looks like everyone's got their mask on well.
life is like a dance, a route. all the steps are there ready for you, no matter how big the problem is there will always a solution, you'd just need to look hard and you'll go the right way. by then, i think a mask would not be needed anymore.
but for now, i guess i just need to look hard. i need to gather all my confidence together again and walk on the route i'll se in the time to come. and i hope it'll be soon..