Looking back, another week has gone by. i felt the lonliness return as quickly as it went... always trying hard to cover up my pain with my smlie, trying hard to make everything go as usual, that nothing has changed. that i'm always happy.
but am i? i'm scared to fall back into darkness, into the place where noone cares. where everyone treats you like you are invisible,like you are not there,not important. just another person who doesn't hold any significance.
i'm confused. i feel like i've been cheated, betrayed. have the things you said ever meant anything or are they just plain words said from your mouth, not from your heart? have they ever been true? have i trusted the right person to bring me to a world where everything goes well and happy?
but no matter what happens. i know that i have friends who i can turn to when things goes the bad. friends who wouldn't mind to listen to my problems and face them with me. friends who i can trust and rely on. friends who will always be there for me, who will catch me when i fall.
To these wonderful friends that i can't live without and will treasure for the rest of my life, Thanks. i mean it, Thanks so much!